Catching up, Wow your W sounds alot like mines. I believe once I do get full custody W would be like your W.
I know one thing is people that commit suicide don't cry for help. They just do it. That's why many People that do commit suicide family and friends Say there where no signs. So W just looking for Attention.
I hoping that's the case. All we LBS can do is Pray for them. And remind yourself and girls not your fault.
I wish I lived in your neighborhood my kids and I would be At that haunted house. We love Halloween in fact Halloween is one Of my favorite Holiday then Christmas.
Sending lots of praying your way for you and girls...
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9