This is my first time going through this. I have dived myself and kids in therapy and family Divorce groups and single parenting groups and This forum.
So as ya can see I been doing this for awhile and read Many other stories for days at a time.
But W is like a whole different monster. And her behavior Is ridiculous. But one thing that caught my attention was
W was going on and one how ow has a phd and is an executive Blah blah blah. Therapist finally said ENOUGH we are not here for what OW does When your getting married or who Marina have sex with every night.
Yelp therapist said that, but with that being said and as stated not sure If I did here I been reading physiology books I been myself thinking Going back to school to be a therapist for kids.
So yes going back. Therapist wanted to get a reaction out of W. W body language said it all. W went from crossing her legs to uncrossing To lean forward and right leg bouncing. W didn't like the thought of me Being with someone.
So once we where done therapist wanted permission to talk with Personal therapist I sign mine. W in other hand said I need to ask My lawyer and walk out to make the call. Therapist is like fed up by now. I could see, therapist said again thank you for cooperating with everything I smiled and said welcome therapist said also when I said it doesn't matter Who marina is sleeping with every night or how many women's is because she Admittedly said I wanted to see W reaction and I did. It is interesting her Logic.
I said yelp. Thank you again and see you next week. Bye W walks in and W Says your not going say bye. I just walk bye W cheerful and all see you Friday.
Me in my head. Woozers.... like wow... this is crazy
As soon I drove off I turn my stereo on to my Christian music And Mandisa came on Overcomer I was singing so loud.
Staring at a stop sign Watching people drive by T mac on the radio Got so much on your mind Nothing's really going right Looking for a ray of hope
Whatever it is you may be going through I know he's not gonna let it get the best of you
You're an overcomer Stay in the fight 'til the final round You're not going under 'Cause God is holding you right now You might be down for a moment Feeling like it's hopeless That's when he reminds you That you're an overcomer You're an overcomer
Everybody's been down Hit the bottom, hit the ground Ooh, You're not alone Just take a breath, don't forget Hang on to his promises He wants you to know
You're an overcomer Stay in the fight 'til the final round You're not going under 'Cause God is holding you right now You might be down for a moment Feeling like it's hopeless That's when he reminds you That you're an overcomer You're an overcomer
The same man, the great I am The one who overcame death Is living inside of you So just hold tight, fix your eyes On the one who holds your life There's nothing he can't do He's telling you
You're an overcomer Stay in the fight 'til the final round You're not going under 'Cause God is holding you right now You might be down for a moment Feeling like it's hopeless That's when he reminds you That you're an overcomer You're an overcomer
You're an overcomer You're an overcomer
See don't quit, don't give in You're an overcomer
Don't quit, don't give in You're an overcomer
Don't quit, don't give in You're an overcomer
You're an overcomer
I was singing and tears flowing I cried for a good 15min driving and crying While windows down. This song has been my hope everytime I have a rough Day. It's been hard.
So again am not sure if many of you ever read the story of King Solomon's
Basically two women claim a child saying he mine he mine. The king Said enough let's just cut the chil6in half. The one mom I would say More like me said crying No please No. He would die. She can have him I love my son that much she can have him. So now you know who the Real mom is. Because no mom want there child hurt.
So lately I am tired of seeing our kids suffering so I want to call The GAL and lawyers and say I love my kids so much I am tired of them Hurting I just want the trio's together. W can keep them with her for them To go to better school as long they together. And honestly they want To play house. Let's let them. Play house. Let them get a taste of what life is with Trios.
Well any input from ya. Or advice.
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9
