I had a dream last night that H walked into the house, and said he needed an ambulance. I just looked at him, and he said he wasn't kidding, he really needed one. I woke up. It was very disturbing, and making me want to text him to ask him if he is o.k. When he first moved out, I was VERY fearful for his mental state and safety. He's said on many occasions he's no good to anyone, and a few times he might be better off dead (quite some time ago). He seemed o.k. on Sunday. Just a bit withdrawn. Perhaps this is just those old concerns revisiting me. I haven't contacted him yet today. But I am worried.
