Well the reason I am even going to talk to her at all is because I am going to just point blank ask her if she has any desire to get back together. If she says no then yes, you can bet I am GONE right then and there. The trouble with the last convo that day at my work was it was rushed. I want to be off duty from work without interruptions and just listen to what she has to say. But make no mistake...if I don't hear what I want to hear from her she'll see darkness alright... you have no idea just how dark I plan to go let me tell you. Believe it. But I am going to make her come right out and either say she's open to working on a new relationship with me or she doesn't see it happening. I want a definitive answer and that answer will determine my action. This wondering where she's at is going to end one way or another with this little talk.

As far as going for it during the massage I've said it once and I'm not saying it again...it would have been a horrible idea. I follow my instincts when I am with her regarding sexual advances after living with her for 20 years...not yours. I've already addressed this a few posts back and I absolutely do not regret that decision in hindsight.

Last edited by ItHurts; 10/23/18 09:39 PM.
ME: 43 W:44
M 13 years on 5-5-01
T 18 years
BD 4/27/14
D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date)
WAW moved out 5/12/14
Papers filed 6/27/14
Divorce granted 07/17/14
Our marriage ends 11/17/14