Starting over...for the final time (pain DB VI)

[burned]

She told me that forgave me.

Believe nothing they say.

I told her that I made mistakes of pushing you away and not showing affection and it bit me hard and I'm paying the price dearly for it. I told her I learned my lesson and am now dealing with the painful consequences of my actions. I again told her that I want this horrible chapter in my life to be closed.

Pursuit.

The D talk followed after.

Surprised?

All I can do is pass along what I've been told in the last few weeks: take a big, BIG step back from your sitch. Every time you do something, it backfires. So do something: nothing.