I took a step back last night and working on damage control. WW is going about her normal business and I think I was expecting more steps forward...yes expecting, that is my mistake I see it. She is excited about a new business opportunity that would have her working from home and be able to travel. I also found a receipt that she dropped over the weekend from last weekend confirming who she was with and I called her out even though I knew she was with OM already. She still lied about it until I told her exactly where she was, then claims she knows stuff about me...all a bluff.
This past weekend was all with her but outside of after hours play after drinking any affection or PDA is just not there, again expectations are what is killing me. I so want to push the separation agreement but I know that part of me still wants a reaction, yet the other part of me is just tired of the limbo. I am struggling to hold off and get back to GAL this week. Not sure what will happen this week but we made plans to travel the following weekend to an out of state sporting event, hotel, flight etc. Should I back out? Say it's not a good time? Confused.
I had a solid few weeks of doing my own thing and that brought her back this weekend? Or was he just not available? Tired of this.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
