Othstr, you're a strong and brave woman to go through pregnancy under these circumstances. Your baby deserves to have the best possible arrival into the world and it sounds like you're trying to offer that. It's so sad that this is the happiest time in most couples' lives and you can't get to have the same happy joyful experience together with your husband but your baby will love you unconditionally and you'll love him or her unconditionally as well. FYI - babies love to sleep with their moms so maybe it's not such a bad thing if your husband isn't around. You'll be tired but you'll have your baby to hold so you won't be alone!
