Davide, good to read your post. Just even updating us on how you have been holding up is good because we all share a bond here at the end of the day, the friendships we share albeit anonymous, are very open and honest showing all our weaknesses and dark sides.
I think having friends over for your birthday is a great idea, it is your home, especially since you plan to move out and probably teach abroad, I think it would be great to make some new pleasant memories in your own home. Years down the lane when you look back you want these fond memories.
And of course all your DB friends will be celebrating with you in spirit smile

Maika and Davide, thanks for the books and podcast suggestions, it is going on my list, lol, the list is so long by now I hope I can finish them all within a year.