b, I know your sitch has been trying. My only caution is if you are angry, not to hold it in. Let it out. Running from our emotions will not allow us to move forward.

Also, be careful about being definitive. As long as you are open to R there is always a chance. Yes she has shown no interest in it. Doesn't mean she won't. Maybe not now. Maybe not a year from now. Maybe not 3 years from now. But at some point in the future she may. If and when it happens you will get to choose whether or not you allow it or not.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018