A new mindset for Burned. This is thread 7.

[burned]

I wanted to write to you this weekend, but I didnt have my laptop and figured it would be a pain on the phone.

Funny, I was wondering if maybe you just take a break from this place on weekends. But there were a couple times I thought to myself, "what would Amoafwl say" so I think I'm making a little tiny bit of progress.

To me, it sounds like you are scared and frustrated and want SOME kind of resolution whatever it may be.

Yeah. And what it is changes form moment to moment. Usually in the morning it's "I want this pain to stop." By the afternoon it's "I want what I had." And by the evening its "I am so angry at her, I want her to suffer and I want to replace her with someone new as soon as possible."

Of course none of those things are things I can just "think away." And it takes time. And so forth. So I walk on.