Thank you all for the advice, I did end up writing a letter and a few hours later I burned it. For at least an hour I though back to how I had pursued my W and what that had gotten me. We are S, but at least it is stable. There is no animosity yet and she has not completely shut me out of her life so at this time I will not jeopardize that. Perhaps as we proceed through the phases of the D, my mind will change. May if there were to be a letter in the future it would be to simply detail the end of the relationship as I cannot accept being friends once we are divorced . Maybe this would be the first time she realizes what she has lost...or maybe not.

You know I have had so many better days recently, but the last two weekends have just been brutal for what ever reason. I am really not looking forward to my Wedding Anniversary a week from tomorrow...


M: 36
W: 36

1 dog

T: 11 y
M: 7 y

BD: 11/2017
S: 08/2018
D filed: 08/2018