I really wish you lived near me so that we can hang, ovr. Thank you for the splash of cold water.
I knew it was going to be worse. I guess the only thing worse that is left is when I see OM engaging in PDA with W. I have seen the phone calls. Now I have seen the emails and plans for December and beyond.
We share one account. I plan on having a sit down with her and discussing separation of assets. I’m just in a high emotional place right now and I have made a LOT of mistakes yesterday. I should have known better but someone has to be slapping her out of the fog she refuses to budge from.
I have told her repeatedly that she lost a great man. And I kept saying that my 2nd will be so happy. She is out there and I am going to sweep her off her feet. All of this was said between tears and gasps of bawling.
She said we’re separated numerous times but did not drop the D bomb. I did say it was now a viable option. She fired back telling me that it’s going to be as painful as what we’re feeling now. I countered by saying that if it gives me a ticket to closing this awful chapter in my life I will do it. Her voice cracked when I said D. I needed to say it. I’m done being taken hostage to her actions.
