It’s been on the table but I felt that with the small positive changes that things were possibly turning around.
D4 telling me about the PDA and finding the sex emails threw everything into reverse and basically re-confirmed something that happened a long time ago - my old W is dead to me.
I can relate. In my mind my W is dead and gone, and i have no idea who this person is. I dont mean that in a spiteful way either, but i definitely mourn the loss of the W i knew and loved. I despise this new person.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof