Gaining speed (pain18 DB story, Part V)

[equalzr]

I don’t want to live in limbo wondering if W is showing signs of R or not. I don’t want to have to hear D4 tell me how great OM is. I don’t want to provide cake eating for a cheating W.

And this is something I have repeated constantly before:

I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. No amount of meds can fix this hurt. I just want this horrible chapter in my life to close.

Sounds like you have been leaning towards D for a while?

In my sitch, i decided i wasnt going to "share" my WW any longer. I let her know that, and she filed for D soon after because her cake eating was over.