I’m struggling so much. No sleep again. Told W that she shattered me. She had the audacity to tell me “there is nothing wrong with being single.” I told her that she is not allowed to tell me how it feels. She has no right. More of the same “I need support from you too.” And I cannot do it. I told her that we are partners for D4 sake. That’s it.
I’m done couch surfing. And I’m going to talk about separating finances, phone plans, and possibly have her move out. She wants the WW lifestyle, she can finance it herself.
Shattered. Hopeless. Unattractive. That’s sums up my feelings. I hate this and I hate myself and I have no other option but to keep on simply because of D4.
