Calling it. W feels like she can date others since I failed. She stated that the romance was over and I foolishly had hope. You were right Steve, Gordie. You were right. I did not tell her how I found out this information of her activities, but it broke me. I really wanted to save M. But it was already a lost cause.
I am back to square one. And this time, the destination is different.
I’m broken.
Hang in there pain. At least you know what direction you want to go. I was at this same crossroad, and like they say you have to let go. Realizing your old MR is dead is one of the toughest things you'll ever go through, but it's a part of the process. It's time to put the focus on you. Detach and build a better version of yourself, and do it for you.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof