H came over the do the lawn today. We chatted for about ½ hour. It was pleasant enough. Not really awkward. Talked about just normal stuff, work, kids, etc. I noticed he wasn’t wearing his wedding ring. Ouch….. Trying not to assume anything about it. I want so much to ask him about it. I guess that’s not in the DBing rule book though.
He is going with me to see the kids tomorrow and take care of my D19 bike situation. 2 hours there, 2 hours back. It will be interesting to see how it goes. In the car, with the kids, the whole thing.
Someone today told me I seemed happy. I thought about that for a moment and realized that for the most part, I am. I am committed to be happy for myself, and if H comes along for the ride, he is welcome (within boundaries, of course). Wish me luck on the excursion tomorrow with H. I need strength to DB for a whole day!
