To further clarify:

I did not beg. I did not guilt trip her. I risked my marriage ending to tell her this because I really want this pain to end.

If she did not know then, she knows now.

I feel so hopeless.

1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

Formerly pain18

Rise.