I am really struggling. Seven days if backtracking and I am still emotional. Any decisions or talk about our sitch will not be good.
I know I'm doing the right things. I know for sure. Why does it feel like I'm sliding backwards? Is this feeling normal?
Probably because your heart wants you to do the opposite of what you SHOULD be doing, your heart wants you to pursue and nice her back into the MR.
Yep,
I feel like I SHOULD talk about MR (I should not) I feel like I SHOULD ask her about D (I should not) I feel like I SHOULD tell her that I cannot keep doing this (I can. Others have done it for longer)
