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Hi R2C,

Here is his exact email. I don’t know... if it makes me sad that he’s sad (supposedly). But I don’t want to be a fool to think I believe him. In context, I have not replied or contacted him for nearly three weeks.

Thoughts?

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How are you lately? Are you still in treatment this week? When will it be over? Are you feeling ok? How are the puppies? Are you able to walk them? It must be getting cold out now. Will you go to the pumpkin patch? I hope you sleep okay at night.

I have been really, really busy at work the last few weeks. It helps take my mind off of things when I'm there. I think I am at my worst state now. I don't sleep. I wish I knew how you were doing. I hope you are doing well. I am a mess. I don't know what to think about outside of work. I stopped talking to the doctor because it wasn't doing anything for me. Do you still see yours? I'm not sure what to do. I truly hate how things turned out. I hate who I am right now. I hate my life. I can't relate to things.

You don't need to respond to this, but I would really appreciate you giving me some way to know how you are doing. An email would be so appreciated. Anything. Please take care of yourself