It’s been hard this week. And the funny thing there is nothing negative happened between us two. Heck she is even entertaining the idea of meeting me outside of work and hang out for 15 or so minutes during her workday. I should be happy. But I also see the part where I am making a mountain out of a molehill and trying to rush things again.
What I really need is a way to find out ways to ease my needs of getting physical/intimate contact. It’s more than sex that I want.
Also, it would have been 10 years in four days that W and I spent a few days that basically cemented our love for each other. The 10 year mark was supposed to have been something special.
Now it’s a lot of other successes followed by one big question mark. We’ve been physically separated for 4 months now. R ended 10 months ago. And I’ve been DBing for almost three. I know others have gone through longer stretches and I need to let the process do it’s job.
