Gaining speed (pain18 DB story, Part V)

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Absolutely, it is impatience, your small steps should be you shaking the anxiety so you can concentrate on your growth, not small steps towards R. I was there too! Then when the opportunity does come and she gives you a little test you will be prepared, not to go all in and look like a desperate fool but to be able to calmly assess exactly what is being presented so you don't fall for the trap. Or if it is a sincere gesture that you can accept it for what it is and build on her efforts.

I was there where first sign of her moving towards me I pursued right away and it pushed her away. She too has to relearn why she was attracted to you.