Hi OneArt,
Yes, I can see how far you've progressed in the LBS journey. Well done. Lots of hard work, tears and heartbreak went into this post ^^^^ we know how much you've been through. I'm proud of you. And I relate to everything you said. xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver