I think I'm pursing again. W told me she had a phone conference last night. When I came home she was dressed in a very leggy dress. Walked her to her car and talked for a few minutes. As I left I thought, "Why is she dressed like that? What is she doing that evening?" And then I remembered that I was not supposed to care. Water off a duck, right Steve?
W came back next morning to let me go to work, she told me that she does not know if she will be at the house Sunday (wanted to use the opportunity to connect more) when I asked her. Felt like the air was taken out of my sails.
I'm going backwards. Even GAL I'm thinking about her. Detaching has not taken hold.
I'm disappointed in myself. I keep thinking that things were turning around for her and I. And I keep getting hit with setbacks.
