Update, not a bad week. WW was home after work every day and wanted to spend time with me. I was GAL a few days after work and total a 180 she was waiting for me to get home.
Joked around about wanting to see my phone which she had never done. Obviously drinks were involved a few evenings but I think this is the only way she can cope right now so I don't object as long as she is with me. No fits of anger, very light talk and joking around which is good for now. Twice she pushed the issue that I had replaced her and that she still loves me...I have not reciprocated the L word because I'm not sure where I am with that but do enjoy her company. Last night she wanted me to sleep in MBR with her because she said I have been leaving when she falls asleep. Didn't want to say that I opposed while she is still with OM but will see how the weekend goes.
She did mention doing something with S14 Sat AM and I joked that "oh you will be here?", she said "why wouldn't I be?", we'll see though, she has pulled this stunt before, instead of leaving Fri after work, has left Sat AM or afternoon to spend the night out somewhere.
I see my efforts to make myself better have put me in the right mindset, like I said she has shown some pursuit and just not sure if I even want to get back into the emotions of attempted R right now. Feels like her just doing extreme temp checking.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019
