I guess my hormone week has me overwhelmed feeling, lately I've been doing much better just ignoring his nasty attitude, but this week is nuts.

He couldn't come over to check out our hot water heater when I smelled some gas, actually huffed and sighed when I asked to check since its a gas hot water heater. Complained to me about the cost of getting a new hot water heater and got fussy when I offered to call the company to ask about payment plans and such. I can't feel bad for him about the money for the Hot water heater as hes the one who put us in horrible debt. (The gas smell and issue is gone btw, just no hot water til I get the thing fixed.)

He will pick and choose when he wants to email me to talk about D mediation and gets fussy when I brush off the emails. He threatened to file separately if I don't agree to a joint filing but then he will stop talking about it for weeks on end only to bring it up again if he starts to get a little friendlier with me.

I think I'm going to go into hiding with my moodiness this weekend and take the kiddo to some fall activities to forget the H issues for a few days. Honestly are these MLC this crazy and confusing? I'm not supposed to be worrying about him and just taking care of me, I know. I'm just so tired of his attitude, but a few friends noticed it too so I'm glad others see it now and not just me.


Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019