Equalzr's WW. Still accepting advice! Pt 3

[equalzr]

I dont think ill make it if i dont have him. Hes all i have left. We're so close, that i dont know how to function without him around.

E,

I can't remember, are you in IC? You have some very unhealthy attachments to other human beings. I love my kids to death, but can certainly function and be productive when they are not with me.

Yep, in IC. Realized i was codependent not too long ago.

That said, i dont have any family where i live. Ive always worked but being a sahd has been my main job for some years now. I realize i need to build some new relatuonships, but i dont care how many i build, mr R with my S will always stand above the rest.

I can function w/o S around, but my life has revolved around my S, W, and work for quite some time. There just werent enough hours in the day to do anyrhing else. Not having my S under the same roof will tear me up.

As a young man i prided myself in not needing anyone else, but things can change when you have a fsmily and forget yourself.