Get the NMMNG book! I can send you mine! Very eye opening....have to stop the actions of a NG. All I see is myself waiting under the table for the scraps to fall like my two dogs do. Makes you want to kick your own ars to change asap.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019