95% of your posts are about your soon to be ex wife.
If you look at peoples posts who have embraced this process i.e. Maika for example, they all post about themselves, the journey they are on, how they are feeling and what they are doing to cope etc..
No point sugar coating it and saying you are the same i.e. following DB because your not. It was only last week you were going to tell her this was all down to a parental death that made you depressed. No one that understands the process would consider doing that. There is a complete lack of understanding of the process and the impact of your actions- which is clearly reflected as your situation declines.
Its all about her, and what she said, what she did etc.. thats why you are not seeing on improvement in your situation and your W is still treating you with no respect and its not only affecting you but now your kids are being taken from school also.
While your soon to be ex wife is the main culprit, make no mistake the way you have handled this has contribited to what is happening. Of that i have no doubt what so ever.
