I was originally going to the city to attend a class on sex. But I think the lack of physical intimacy and my emotional state is causing me to reconsider. So I know that after work I am going to lift tonight and pray. After that, I do not know. All of my friends are W's friends (she told me that her best friend is worried about me and wants to check in...I declined.) so I cannot hang out with them.
I may just go to the city tonight and find something at this point. I'm desperate.
