I guess this is piecing

[SteveLW]

Did, your sitch is so so ADHD to me! Jumping from one thing to the next very fast. People have told you to slow down before, I think that is very good advice in your sitch. You are constantly going 100 MPH. Stop. Breathe. Let things settle down.

Your W continues to yo-yo you, and you continue to go up and down on the string like a good soldier.

You have a problem being alone, so don't! GAL like a madman. Also continue to detach. You just haven't done enough work in that regard, it shows in every action and post. Seriously, asking her about her IG selfie?!? Dude, you are advanced enough in your sitch to know better than that. Your impulsiveness will kill you.

Every time you give into impulse you set yourself back. You send a message to her that she still has you on a string. That her support is secure for another month. That she can do whatever she wants, and then throw you an occasional bone to set the hook again.

Your C sounds like a decent one. So rely on them for a lot of this. But be sure you are staying busy, GAL, and working on detachment. Everything else is bad and will not get you where you need to be.