Thanks to both of you for pushing me. Cause or effect uncertain, but as of last night I started feeling a bit more comfortable with the detachment situation. Like, "I can handle this, I hate it, that's OK, it's not going to kill me." Hope it lasts a bit longer this time. I am going to put in the effort to focus on myself and MAKE it last longer this time.

H: 35 W: 33
M: 11 T: 13

4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1")
6/23/18: I moved out
8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")