Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Kyh,

Thank you,

Yes this is new to me so I take all advice.

And yes it sadden me to hear W say I fear for my life
But it makes sense what you just said.
Also W was getting angry w grip me up before bd so
I wonder when w said I feared for my was more
I feared I could have hurt you and kids

I will just stop trying to monkey brain because
I Realized that get me sad. So in therapy nothing much got
Resolved as W was on her phone couple of time. And not focusing.

Is hard for me ro believe we live in a state that they don't consider that kidnapping
W taking s10 fron home separating them and nothing was do e to w. Basically
Police just said we recommend you give s10 back but W has refused everyone advice

Even the GAL. I am going to family therapy to show the court and for myself
That I gave it all in. I tried. And I know the kids will see it how mommy tried

My goal is to bring s10 home soon. And just start our bonding healing.

After reading a couple pages in brain book, there was a part that says.
Our brain is the strongest muscle in ourbody but when that muscle gets
Damage or cracks we can't fix it. People need to know you could fix any other
Bone but not the brain. Once is crack is crack. Is like cracking an egg and trying to
Put that egg back in the shells and fix the shell. You simply crack the egg is damaged.

Wow when I read that it hit me hard. W will forever have a crack. W could again
Check out because her brain is damaged. Someone so smart and amazing is gone.

And alchohol took over her life. Is sad that w will miss out on so many
Amazing times with Trios.

But I know W is gone. W would never be the same.