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[bhappy2]

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S21 graduated today from the police academy and it was a great ceremony. D24 and S21 girlfriend came, W showed up by herself. I was walking through the train station and saw her and yelled her name and she turned around and came over rather quickly. She gave me a kiss on the cheek and asked how I was doing, very civil. We talked for a bit all small talk, I feel absolutely nothing, not nervous or anxious, just nothing. I do not care if she was here or not, I am supporting my son no matter what.

S21's girlfriend knows the sitch and asked if she wanted to sit between us I said great that works. D24 sat next to W and s21's girlfriend sat on the other side of her. Throughout the ceremony there was small talk between us all including W asking me different things about what was going on. She cried on certain parts that were a little tear jerking. They had bagpipes and drums, very moving.

We met S21 after and took pics, she wanted a pic of me, him and her. I was perfectly fine with that. Overall everything went well. Very pleasant and very different in the way she was speaking to me, much different as if there was a great relief in her, no pressure. She did look like she put some weight on and she was not all dolled up like when she would leave for work.

One issue arose and I did the right thing for my son. He asked me to see if his mom would come to dinner with us. I asked her but she declined saying she had to get back to work. I said ok, no prob. He was a little upset but quickly got over it. On the train ride home he told me that she only told him she was coming today. She never texted him back on Friday when he asked her. He gave her ticket to his girlfriend.

Overall it was a great day, I really am looking forward to the new chapter in my life. I pray for my son to be safe protecting us all.

Peace...