I guess this is piecing

[Did]

Im thinking about this too much. Its controlling. And its been keeping me up at night...

Yesterday W was at my house with D4 as I worked until 630pm. They had picked up dinner for us. W asked about me having wine. Said she would of stayed over if it wasnt for dog being home alone all day. She mentioned she'd like to hang out by the fire... I had gotten firewood.

So I invited her over tonight. Probably a mistake... she said she was trying to be be productive but was frustrated. She can't really be produtive because she has no job. And cant retake her soil scientist test for some amount of time. She said she was going to read the book MC had recommended for a while then ponder.

I want to have fun and be happy together. Tired of trying to spend time together. She said all these great things about me last week. It doesnt make sense but I guess shes just messed up / all over the place and I shouldnt focus on her so much.

When I have d4 half the time and work 2-3 nights per week it doesnt leave much time for GAL.