I definitely will start filling my time with activities. Unfortunately much of the time will be spent working and taking grad classes. I need to refind/find hobbies. Honestly, and i dont know if its the same for a lot of us, but i lost the fun in everyrhing i use to like doing. My sitch completely robbed me of the simple joys in anything really.

Maybe being lonely now is a bigger sign of codependency. Ill have to learn to enjoy myself and better myself, that way i dont fall into the same trap again. I think sort of being a loner probably led to codependency and i didnt realize it. Im more of a home body (part of WW's issues w/ me) so i dont necessarily build a lot of friendships. Im making it a point to be a lot more talkative and also initiate conversations so i can break out of that.


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof