Feeling lost, scared and wanting to fix this. Pt 2

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In regards to both parties being here....I doubt it. The ones here are thinking straight, the ones that made us come here think there is nothing wrong with them and don't need guidance.

and yes W is still too much in your head.

My WW too left Sat AM and did not come back until Sun PM...obviously with OM in my case though. [censored] but I can't dwell on it...it will kill me if I do. I stay busy, make sure S is happy and cared for and work on my life, not what our life will be when she comes home....F that!