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This [censored]. I had a dream with him in it and heights which I’m deathly afraid of.

Still not have heard from him but I did do something for myself: I’m going back to the gym, got a new hairstyle, made plans with people this month.

I’m going to start working on my art again and start releasing new stuff to also help with the therapy part of this whole ordeal and experience. I just realized that not doing what I do best makes me feel like a victim and definitely not myself.

I’m going to start building and working on my dreams again.

On the upside, I will find out sometime this week regarding my position at work and I may have a promotion. Got a new office.

Have not contacted him. He can do that.