Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Any advice for tomorrow morning
Meeting with W at family therapy...

Nervous can't sleep...

W today at drop off looked bad.

D10 and s9 said hi and bye, s10 didn't want to
Leave he cried.

W tap on window
M yes
W how d10 feeling,
M good ask her.
W stares ok see you tomorrow
M ok drove off

S9 mom is drunk
M what
S9 she a drunk
M pulled over why you say that s9
S9 didn't you see she has makeup all over
And I know what beer smells like
M ok I understand that but that's your mom
S9 fine
M no s9 we need to talk about this.
S9 ok but that's my feeling
M yes but I don't care if W a drunk or drugs
You must respect her ok s9 and d10

Yes mom


Omg.. I wanted to die, yes I smell it W looked like she
Party for 2days, looked bad. I got home
We talk more I explained that I won't allow them
To speak this way I am raising kings and queen
I ask why s9 cries mom loves beer more than us.

I held s9 said sorry hun, what can we do for W
D10 pray for mom, s9 stay away not make mom angry

Wow our kids are seeing W behavior and is affecting
All of us. This breaks my heart and soul...