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[bhappy2]

Thanks Nicole, I try very hard to find time to simply live life. Its not always easy, but as time went on I find myself thinking less and less about W. I really dont care what she is doing or where she is. She distanced herself from her children and for that I do get a little angry. They did not do anything to her to deserve that treatment. They are adults and have accepted the fact that this is the new life she wants.

The positive momentum will not stop, you see here's the deal... I didnt know how boring my life really was until BD. I can now see things differently. I also have a new found confidence, I will not ever let anyone walk all over me, NEVER! That doesnt mean I am going to be a jerk, it means I now value my family and friends and I will step away from anyone who treats me with disrespect. Boundries.

GAL has created some really fun times, and great memories. As a LBH all I wanted was a chance to R... wow... not anymore... I want the life I have now more than my W. All my children say my god dad you changed so much its so fun hanging with you. I needed this to happen to me, it has opened up new avenues of life.

I will read your thread tonight... be well...