Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Journaling,

Well pick up went ok, as I stated
we don't know which W I am getting

W went from texting to nothing
It's raining and cold over here d10
running fever and stuff
So d10 rolled down window

W what ya can't come out
M as you know d10 is sick and s9 is also
getting sick please feel free to come
close and say hi to them
W said something under her breath but
quickly said hi.
S10 jumps in front of car hey mommy gave me
the biggest hug and smile.
W hey ain't you going say I love you and bye
S10 yeah mom bye
W how about I love you
S10 yeah mom
W don't you start, how come I have
to force ya to say love you
W kept ranting
M quiet looking forward and ready to drive off
D10 ok mom is cold bye WE LOVE YOU
W SLAM door
M I drove off

I just drove off like nothing happened
just singing and holding s10 hand he squeezed it
I love back in rearview mirror I said love you Trios

Trio's We love you so much to the moon and back,
Screaming we love Mommy... we finally 4 together

I smiled but wanted to cry as only the weekend
For now.

Hiking was postponed s9 woke up with fever.
We still pumpkin carving

Then decorating, a little for Halloween. Not much
Something for the Trios and deciding costumes

Last year was hard as it was so fresh from bd
Is better than last year looking forward
And praying we all be together soon trios and I

Well family therapist called, Monday W and I

This is going be interesting, just listen to what
Therapist says. Which I know W will also go off
Like she did in mediation. As I am focus in
Keeping trio's together and keep being there for them.

Have a great weekend my friends