Feeling lost, scared and wanting to fix this. Pt 2

[Turbine]

Maybe... but to be perfectly honest I don't like my sister and haven't for a very long time. Even allowing for the grief you get from and give your sibling(s). I can go a long time without missing her.

Apparently W is working today or tonight or something... She wants to proceed with the D. Fine. I would rather we try to fix it but we aren't there yet. However that requires getting the house ready, cleaned, repairs done or we accept getting a lower price. Things that require communication and joint effort. There is way too much stuff for me to sort through that isn't mine and I don't want to stir up anything by "messing with her stuff". Its petty and really gains me nothing long or short term.

Do I have some issues with what my Mom setup for after their deaths? Yeah it seems that way. Part of it is the lawyer. Really didn't seem to be working for me. Should have fired them long before I did. On the other hand, my maternal uncle took his business elsewhere now. Lawyers... grrrr...

When W left I had to move my car. I waited until she said please. Petty? or wanting some civility and respect? I want to encourage the later two between us. Maybe it will lead to a positive. She had a warning light on the dash board too. I helped her. Check a fluid level. However she questioned whether I had tightened the cover down enough. Trust... sad it isn't there for something that little. Lots of work to do if there is ever to be a MR 2.0

When she pulled off the driveway she did toss a wave at me. (yes all five fingers were used) Probably nothing more than an autopilot response. I had agreed with her about why the D is happening. Validation? IDK.

All a hot mess.


Amoafwl .... ???

Never mind...