Thanks for the feedback and support, I was having a moment of weakness. I was alone with my thoughts too long and did not do a good job of distracting myself with doing something....
Of course I knew what you were going to say, but I guess I just needed to see it. I will consider the responses from yesterday my first 2x4.
It is just hard as I have no network of people to talk to where I live since I am relatively new to the area. My closest friend lives across an ocean and the difference in time makes it hard to communicate. Even if I meet someone tomorrow it is not like I can go straight to a discussion about my Homelife and pending D. I am seeing a IC and that helps a little bit, but I have never felt more alone in my entire life.
