Had a nice evening with a friend last night. Busy every night this week. GAL is going well. They BAM! I have a dream about H last night. That he was already seeing someone else, and it was someone I know (although he wouldn't say the name), and he told me it was just for a while then he wanted to move to my home state with me (which we have never lived in together and never even discussed it). What the heck? Where did that come from? Perhaps that's exactly what he is doing....soothing himself. Or perhaps it's just my biggest fear coming to me in a dream. I don't know, but it was upsettig.
So, I spent a quiet bit of time in my bible study early this morning, and will soon be off to another MeetUp (4.5 mile walk with lunch afterwards). Got projects around the house for the rest of the day. H is coming tomorrow to take care of the lawn. Should I be here or not? Something to consider for today.
