I feel compelled to write one more update. My husband was here earlier and our daughter came and asked me to stand up. Then she pulled my husband over and made us hug each other. It was so sweet and innocent of her but I just started crying. I know that's the worst thing that could happen but it's been a rough day if you read the last post above. On top of everything my husband said he found a different job in our area right near his family's house so now he's back to moving here again in a month or two.

Tomorrow I'll meet the friend of guy that I've liked. I hope to at least try to smooth over the relationship between our companies but I'm just so disappointed that everything fell apart.