The funny thing is I was having some disgusting thoughts yesterday and considering what things would be like if I filed and ended this #$%^show. And just kinda sad thinking about that, but decided there's still some hope so no go on that.
But of course she can sense that kind of thing, so here she is again. My goal is to just not react, stay calm, think logically. Super easy...
Thanks for responding everybody.
I get those same thoughts man.
Married: 15yrs Ages: Me 49, W 44 Kids: S12 BD: around 4/14