I am with you Pain. This is not an easy journey. Keep your mind focused on yourself getting better. You cannot control her. Be the man only a fool would leave. That is all you can do. Her choice is her choice. You need to make yourself good no matter what the outcome. Either way will be very difficult, but you have to be good with either way being the outcome. If it is dependent on her coming back, you will fail.
Thank you JS. I just read through your sitch. I am sorry for what you are going through and I consider myself blessed that my sitch with my W has been more pleasant and hopeful. While there are still questions that I need answered, I need to take it one hour at a time. That is the way I'm getting through this.
