Unsure what's next, what to do.....

[Wanted1]

Thank you for the comments.

Yes, I've been 'that guy' these past 2.5 weeks even though I know I shouldn't be approaching her with my feelings, etc. After 2.5 weeks of it and not getting anywhere, I've decided to go the opposite route and not mention a thing. You know, the same thing you all have been telling me for 2 weeks!

I still communicate with her about every day things, kids, etc. but under no circumstances will I be going back to her to talk about our R or the M. I've had to stop myself a couple times these past couple days. I'm just trying to bide my time until Monday when we have the joint session. I am praying very hard that it goes well and that somehow the fog she's in will be lifted or at least she will give me some sort of sign that she's decided to try to work this out even if it's small.