I guess this is piecing

[Did]

Thanks AS. Let’s just stop commenting form a while and I’ll copy and paste AS last post and Steve’s picnic issues one. I’m going to stop pressuring her. Let go of expectations. Detach. Not sure how exactly but I’m going to do it. I’m all about action too.

On the thank you thing that was after I pointed out that the insurance paid 95% and I was just thankful she was ok after car accident. Scary as sht knowing she was black out drunk lost not knowing where she was. Picked up by random man luckily he was a good person and dropped her to my house 40 min away I gave him $60 all I had on me.

Still thinking about W sexually a lot from things we’ve talked about. Can’t believe the sht she said to me like she’s been told she gives the best head in the world. I cut her off like do you think I want To hear that. Keep reliving these convos.
But also Wanting to have the deep conversations we had rexently. Such a weird feeling to have her then have to give space. Having D4 every day seems like a dream. Heading over there tomorrow morning. W asked me to come as early as I could. Just going to be happy and focus on D4. Give W little to no attention unless she’s starts convo that’s what she likes as crazy as it is to me. That’s her i accept it.

Yes I know what covert contracts are. I’ve read NMMNG twice. Maybe I should read it again. Or start catching up on movies- Star Wars only seem the first few. Still lots of work to do young Skywalker.

Hoping IC can give me some insights Friday. Last thing I want to be is narcissistic or controlling.

No expectations. Detach. Patience patience. Stop pursuing.