Youre right Steve, youre right. And thanks for that R2C, That is helpful.
MOVING FORWARD! onward and upward! This truly is his loss. Regardless of what the OW has brought to his life, he is like a rollercoaster right now in my eyes. He doesnt have his feet on the ground, and I dont think hes doing very much to get there, whether he says thats his main focus or not. I feel like he is just skating by, maybe I am wrong.
I hope what I said to him yesterday resignates with him, bc as much as I love him, I do not want any involvement with him while he is seeing someone else. And thats not me saying "its her or me", thats me saying, "This is what youre choosing to do, therefore, you dont get me in any capacity besides coparenting."
Its like hes tried to convince himself he hasnt broken my heart when he absolutely has and still is. But now im angry, for many reasons. I deserve BETTER. I deserve the loyalty he gave me for 8 years, not this half in, half out, I can live like im single because I dont want to be married right now BS.
